You Are Never Forgotten

I just felt like I need to share this to everyone. When you feel like you are forgotten by the world around you, always remember that Jesus will never forget you. You are unique and is very special in his sight. When you feel drowned and exhausted by the pressures around you, think that Jesus will be there to walk with you.

These past few days, I have been really feeling bad because of what was happening to my "path to life". I feel like I had no sense of direction. My life was not going anywhere fruitful. I felt like a failure. But today, Jesus proved to me that He is always there by my side to guide me whenever I needed Him. He answered my question. I asked him "Do you still love me despite of all the bad things I have done?" I felt His clear answer. It was a definite "Yes"

I'm just really grateful to God for all the blessings He has given and entrusted me. He showed me once again that He was with me, all the time. Jesus, is true to His words... I just can't help thanking Him over and over again. He is my fortress. He is my Rock. He is my Redeemer.

Smile

I'm pretty sure, everyone felt this way in some point in your life...

You're heart aches... breaks... You are left sitting down, with nothing going in your head... Then, as you slowly take in what you are about to face, as you try as hard as you can to keep you cool and focus, you feel even lower... your whole body, mind, heart, strength and soul sinks down... NOTHING is left.

I just wanna tell you how important you are in Jesus' eyes. He loves you. No matter how filthy or how sinful you think you are. Jesus cares for you. Whatever you are feeling at this moment, cast you cares upon Jesus. He will lighten your burden. For His yoke is easy and his burden is light. He knows how you truly feel.

Things happen for a reason. God will never let you face a trial that He knows you can't overcome. He knows you are strong enough to make the right decisions in life.

My advice is... SMILE.

smile. SOMEONE cares for you. His name is Jesus...

BIGGER and BETTER!

These past few weeks, God has shown me how powerful he can be in my life as long as I let him take over "the steering wheel" of my vehicle to life (cheesy example XD).

When I first came here in Canada, I was very negative about what would happen in our new life here... But God proved me wrong. He showed me how faithful he is to those who love him. I never thought I would be entrusted this much! God has showed me in the span of one year, how much he can do... he proved that he has BIGGER and BETTER plans for me and my family.

I have witnessed how he provided for my family. I have witnessed how he fulfilled my emptiness slowly. I have witnessed how he has prepared a better way for me. I have witnessed how he has loved me. I have witnessed how he has blessed me. Every moment with my Saviour is priceless and worth every effort!

I'm really blessed to be in the ministry that I am now. Serving my Lord Jesus Christ has never been sweeter! I thank God for his awesome power and love for me when I really needed it. He became my ultimate power and strength to face the empty days. He is my foundation, my rock, my provider, my shelter, my love, my life, my everything.

I can't wait for more of God's plan for me. I know he knows the best for me!

Lord Jesus Christ, thank you... you saved me. Show me your ways, help me be more like you. In you, I will build me foundation, because you are the only firm rock on which one can stand!

Love your daughter,

abimere

Stay True to Yourself

Never feel afraid to stay true to yourself... because Jesus loves you just the way you are!

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I finally got a twitter account. I signed up last night and I'm not that addicted to it so far. So feel free to follow me on my twitter just click "twitter" on the follow me section of this blog which is right there ----->>>

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It's been really hard for me the past few months since school started. I'm in a full day school, one night class (e-learning), part-time job and community involvement. Basically, my schedule has been crazy!!! I don't even have time for myself now and I find that I haven't been connecting with the people around me. Right now, I'm really looking all hope. The only reason to why I'm surviving is through thinking of the thought that "someday..." I hope that that inspiration won't give up on me this time...

I can't sleep... Again. I can't stop thinking about things in my past. When we make certain important decisions in life, somehow it's hard not to go back. If you decide you want to do something to better yourself, sometimes circumstances just leads you back to thinking how you miss a particular part of the life that you have just decided to leave. That's how I feel now... I'm lost in my own thought and decisions.

I want to be the best that I can be. I can't turn back from my goal. I don't want to regret anything that I will be deciding on the future. In my head, I know what I SHOULD be doing... But... what about my heart? I realised in these past months that I'm starting to neglect that part of me. Which is sad. I never had problems with following my heart. I have always been doing that... Until now.

Lord Jesus, help me get through all these. I'm tired of procrastinating about decisions I make to better myself. I'm tired of hurting and crying my heart out. I know that you truly know I how feel and think inside of me. Help me... Heal my broken heart Lord. I need you, Jesus.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

Abimere

"Someday... We'll see each other again... But when that time comes... We'll be different for the better. Better for each other."

Rebukes.

It has been quite a while since I posted anything here. I'm just going to share to you about how the previous days have gone by and how God has been guiding me, showing me, blessing me and rebuking me in some things in my mind.

My first week at work was a blast. There were so many things that I learned. I learned to persevere through difficulties... I learned to engage with people from different age groups... I learned to be patient... Trust me, there were so many more things I learned, but by the time I finished everything that I have learned, you would have already been bored. :D But I really thank God for all the blessings He blessed me with. I was also given an opportunity to tutor a school mate. I thank God for giving me the knowledge and perseverance in managing my work, school and tutoring...

Anyway, lets get on with other topics... I came across this verse in Habakkuk 1:13. It says "Your eyes are too pure to look on evil; you cannot tolerate wrong. Why then do you tolerate the treacherous? Why are you silent while the wicked swallow up those more righteous than themselves?" Isn't this verse just an amazing rebuke to each of us? There are many times in our lives when we feel so afraid of what other people might say about us when we stand up for what is right, so we just stay silent. God has reminded me in this verse not to hide my lamp under a bowl, but instead let the light on my lamp shine upon others who is in the dark. There is a saying that "If you can't beat them, join them..." maybe the problem is we should change this mentality. Instead we should say that.. if you can't beat them and you know that they are doing something wrong, never join them... Instead pray for them, for GOD to open up their hearts and minds and lead them to what is right. Share GOD's love to others.

God loves you,

abimere